Dear Bryant,
Today was one of those "hard days" everyone tells me I am going to have. Why was today hard? Silly things like it is Friday, you are suppose to spend the day with me on Fridays, we went to the park after school and a lady had a baby your age in the same sling I had for you (remember the time you were in the sling in the mall, when your brother was taking forever in build a bear, and a lady thought you were a doll in there? as Brady would say "that was funny") or when Brady and I took Daddy dinner to the track and I could carry everything to him because I didn't have a baby seat in my hand. Why are these things the hardest? I talked to Ms Ellen today- I hope you are having fun with Vincent and her two other babies in Heaven- she misses them so much. She told me how she thought I was so strong if she only knew of my days like today when my prayer is "God please just get me through the day" And He always does, and he always will.
I love you and miss you so much
Mama
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